Look at him, he loves it.
https://writtenpolicy.com/finna.mp4
Embedded screenshot is from the 2011 film "The Tree of Life", which may as well be about my father, whose entire life was defined by anxiety over fatherhood representing the abrupt termination of youth and the prospect of watching his children equal and exceed him representing an intolerable shadow of mortality from which he had to flee repeatedly, and me ... because I often wear black jackets while wordlessly touching inanimate objects in over lit rooms.